UCSDing…
October 31, 2005
After four weeks of UCSD, here are the results:
1. O-chem midterm: 148/250=59% (just average)…
2. P-chem midter: 79/100= I think it is a B…hopefully a B+…Well, not very happy with the outcome but still acceptable…This means gotta work even extra harder for the next midterm…
3. Analytical Chem Lab: TBA….will have the midterm tomorrow…
Buddha, Jessus help me…Please give me some motivation to study…OMG…so lazy this weekend. I feel so unproductive this weekend. What did I do this weekend? Nothing…I really need motivation…6 more weeks of school then the Fall quarter will end…how nice is that…
More Pictures…
October 31, 2005
Reflections about UCSD…
October 30, 2005
Oh my god….it’s 2:34am Sunday,10/30/05 and I am supposed to be studying, but I have a freaking headache…And I don’t want to study…What am I studying for? Studying for the grade? Studying for the exam? Studying for knowledge? I am studying all these chemistry stuff…is this what I am interested in or is this what I should be interested in? I often ask myself why I am doing this? Why I am majoring in Biochemistry? Is this really for me?
Why do I have this mentality? This dated back when my attendace at UCSD began..After UCSD has started, my life becomes very miserable. Very Very stressed out. Very lack of sleep.Very very lost. Especially in my Analytical Chem Lab, I made so many mistakes and how come I am so behind than everyone else? I don’t really know how to exactly describe that feeling or experience but it just make me feel do I really belong here?
I guess I do expect too much from myself which makes me feel very stressful. I know that there are so many stuff that I have missed from elementary, middle school or high school….Because of this, I am working very hard to replace that…I have always try my best to excel in everything. I am so used to getting pretty high scores in tests but this time in Organic Chemisty Class I got 59% (just average) on the midterm….how disappointing….This is not what I expected because I have worked so hard…How come life is so unfair? Hard work does not equate to good grades…
After talking to my best friend ever since childhood, I feel much better about myself or at least I have changed my attitude towards school and life. She is very right, why do I need to be so stressed out about it…I am still very young…I should at least try to enjoy my life…There are many smart people at UCSD doesn’t mean that there are no stupid or below average people. I realized that I should be optimistic. Optimistic about myself, optimistic about my life and most importantly optimistic about my future….
My Gallery
October 30, 2005
New Blog!!!
October 30, 2005
wow…”nini.wordpress.com”…pretty cool domain…I feel like I own a website now…Since I “own” a website now, what should I do with it? I gotta start blogging…jotting down what will be the history of my life…
Talking about life…This makes me reflect on the meaning of life….Or what is the meaning of “My” life?
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October 30, 2005
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