THE END

Finally everything comes to a conclusion.

I got my confirmation and reality check.

No need to further ask, why?

Because it is obviously being portrayed, and

My heart knows the answer.

Welcome back to the real world, Miss Jinyi Zheng.

Also, the semi-bitter end of this blog as well.

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moment of truth

Moment of truth,

something that I really need.

A reality check.

Definitely needed to wake myself up from this lost world.

Will it be harsh or will be joyful?

I really don’t know.

But I will find out the answer.

Until then I will see brightness and clarity in my life.

9/26/06 4:23am

Life.

Full of sorrow, tears, unhappiness, doubt and disappointment.

Full of nights staying up until the sky is bright and birds are singing their songs.

Full of confusion.

Life does not guaranteed anything.

What holds in the future, nobody can predicts and nobody will know.

What matters is the present.

Living my life at this moment.

si me amas…

我帶著一顆疲憊的心走了　我知道自己在你心裡已不重要
雖然我們曾經相聚過　也許對於你來說
已經沒有什麼值得回憶

我帶著一顆沉重的心走了　我知道自己沒有勇氣道別離
雖然我們曾經擁有過　但是對於你來說
已經沒有什麼值得回憶

難道早以註定　不能真正擁有你
難道我真心付出一切　只為了承受孤單和寂寞
我知道你不敢對我坦白　是不要看到我的傷懷
雖然你沒有說要離開我　我已經感到你不再屬於我

如果你還愛我　你不會對我如此的冷漠
又怎會讓我在漫漫長夜獨自徘徊
如果你還愛我　你不會對我如此的冷漠
我只能含著眼淚
默默的離開

Me gusta mucho ese cancion.

Es este cancion que puedo expresar mis sentimientos.

 

Mey’s Graduation

Mey’s Graduation 2006 SDSU. Suma Cum Laude. However, she disappeared for unknown reasons.

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lame

I am extremely unproductive this 4-day weekend….nothing that was planned has been completed…I am very stupid and lazy. I really hate myself….I hate being like this…I guess there is so many stuff that bothers me a lot and I cannot focused on my studies. First of all, I was writing my resume and guess what, when I am in the “Experience” part….it is blank….BLANK….I don’t know what to write. I don’t have any research experience, I don’t have any intership experience, I don’t have any teaching experience….I am blank…..as blank as a white paper….I am so lost…I know that there are so many things that I need to do but I am so lost to the point where I don’t know how to get started. I don’t know where to start. I am so lost.

Seattle day 1…

After about 3 hours in the airplane, finally I arrived at Seattle Airport. The night view was pretty good. I was very excited that I finally saw the Space Needle (Did I spell it right?). GuGu and Steven came to pick me up. I think Seattle airport doesn’t look as nice as San diego airport. How sad! Anyway, after that we went to HJ’s place. I actually like the apartments in Seattle more than the ones in SD maybe because they all have laundry insite and they have elevators too I saw Lydia and her brother as well. Her place is pretty nice! Then I met Shannon and Patty and her boyfriend, Nelson. I realized that I saw them before in the picture. They were very friendly and they made some cookies too! Then we were talking about going to snowboarding tomorrow….

Ace P-Chem

I am sooooooooooo happy that I got an A on Physical Chemistry: Quantum Mechanics. I am just very very excited because this shows that hard work, dedication and sacrifice pay off. This is probably the only class I enjoyed this quarter. I went to almost all the professor’s office hours and I have overcome my ego a lot of times. I had the courage to ask whatever stuff that does not make sense to me. I had the courage to seek the understanding. I had the courage to critically think about what I read, what is being presented to me and what I have learned. As always….I can do it!!!!!!!!!! And I can do it well………..Very satisfied with my performance. I have told myself before seeing the grade that it is ok that I don’t get an A because I have really done my best. Nevertheless, I really enjoy this class.